C h r i s t i n a.
Age 21ish. Student. Full time sleeping beauty. Part time graphic designer, gamer and ass kicker literally... LOL.
Always plugged into rock, indie electro, dubstep and pop sometimes. Dating a fat lazy bum bum name Jacob Lim.
Lives on black and soya bean. Learning how to walk on killer heels and you.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
hello internet.
its been awhile.
how life's doing virtually for you?
it has been the same for me, like as it has for you.
i've work like usual on weekdays,
late like usual.
less party on weekends, like "usual".
i think im losing myself as a person.
i do not wish to socialise, nor to get involve.
what have i become.
is there something so tiresome for me?
life itself?
maybe.
relationship tamed me into someone that i dont know?
or just strange to me.
strange like a stranger.
i dont know.
or perhaps this is just me?
but... there's something.
i can feel it.
its in me.
coming back again.
scurring for something... for awhile now.
again.
designing.
colours.
inspirations.
learn.
earn.
busy.
finally. i need something.
next month i am turning away from 20.
21.
twentyone.
yes.
21.
the number i feared the most when i was as young as today.
twentyone.
many said its door to freedom.
twentyone.
i say its the door to doom.
age it just a number,
but as the digits grow
it hold more than you wish.
life.
there will be change.
just 4 mths away.
i yearn for that.
very much longing.
there i dont know what i'll be.
it's as strange as you to me.
future cant be seen.
my shoes are not yours to be in.
weird.
yes. weird.
this is weird.
was.
was when u understand it.
Sign off
Pangst.
the strange side of Christina.
1:40 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
somebody save me! (shout from your screen)
i know its dead.
no one is able to save it, only i could.
the soonest i will, when im free.
- Doc Pang.
3:00 AM
