HER HONORABLE SUICIDE NOTES.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

im aware that i didnt update again, hence i hereby offer my humble apologies.
i was really busy accompanying my precious baby as he was finally freed from army for 12 days.
i was sooo willingly to forsake any of my time just to make full use of this opportunity with him.
Forgoing friends' outings, clubbing nights and sometimes even sleep!
As afterwards, he's gonna get confined back into OCS camp at Jurong for 3 weeks!
arghs...

Before all of these,
i attended his POP - Passing out parade, which is now renamed/called GP - graduation parade because 'passing out' sounded like u are literally passing out which incidentally happened to some of them during the parade unfortuantely.
( POP LOH! )

Went over to that "land of goodbyes" with his Mom this time round.
initially, it was pretty weird - you know, the usual 'weird' feeling everyone will have while with ya lover's parents.
you shld get what i mean !
haha..
we got to seat VIP SEATS! weeee! not because i went there and i refused to budge but because my baby was the platoon best!
Hence we got the "grand" seats.
so proud of you darling.
Surprisingly, you're not the laziest nor the hardworking one...
is just that the rest of ya platoon are lazier den you!
which means you are still lazy. haha! :X
i'm kidding sweetie.

while settling down at the seats,
i kinda had a squabbled with one of the Sir/Sergant or whatever because Auntie wanna seat outside but he refused and insisted us to move in............. idiot...
so we ended up sitting at the corner of each end alone as those were the available one.
Which means, Auntie was sitting behind me, so that makes me infront of her.
after settling down. i was sooooooooo excited to see baby so i starting all my nonsense with Auntie.
OH NO.... talked to her as if i was talking to a friend but of cuz, i minded my language!

after a long wait,
they finally came marching in after their 24 km route march
:D:D:D:D
i was so eager to spot my baby.
look...... stare.................. strain my eyes...............................
w h a t . . . . . t h e . . . . .
all looked the same one!!!! like toy soldiers!
fortunately Jacob told me where he would be standing!
when they are all in their position, i found him!
i was his photographer that day... again.

all in their company position.
diffcult to spot them eh?
i know where's Jacob is...
(he's the center amoung the flag poles!)

this is what i meant jus now by literally passing out.
poor guy (s)
-there was another one.

best in whole company pple.
b o r i n g

Marching off to take off their gear and they will come back later.
while they were marching.
i was soooo frantic to find his co. and him!
and when i spotted him.
he smiled at me... that smile really made my day!!!
that was really sweet although its jus a simple smile.
thinking it back now, its still melts my heart. :)

After they took their route march gear and
fall back in on the parade square.
we are allowed to go over to him to put his recruit jockey cap back on him!
ahhh... that's of cuz his mother's job.
not me... im jus a g.f.

Auntie and Jacob!
Motherly love!
dunno why baby looked so reluctant.
haha...
i guess your tired. poor baby.

my turn my turn!
:) i'm here for you darling!
my baby so handsome =D

i love this picture!

Darren... his erm... ownself-claimed as Jacob's gay partner. *grrrr
and that's Darren's mom.
and baby with his funny yet adorable expression.
- i know u cant wait to kiss me. haha!

Darren and Jacob with Whisky's platoon in charge - i think

After that we have to go back to our seats.
they fall back in uniformly and then...
hell break lose!
W H A T T H E ?

wow?
where u guys running to?

oh. chey.... jus running to "THERE"

they made alot of ROAR sound while running.
sounded quite spastic.
haha... loud mass of manly army boys voice roaring...
woooo... actually kinda sexy.
HAHA !

came up to cheer for themselves as well as their graduation.
baby looked so adorable... wait.. can u even spot him? haha!
he's so serious that he didnt even bother lookin at me! :(

heh... he's at the far right, center of those 2 sergents!

wah... act serious sioh..

i think i miraculously took this magnificent picture that
many pple couldnt enticipate fast enough to snap it.
weee... flying caps not spaghetti monster anymore.

My baby and his close bunk mates.

the best of all co. platoons

he and i dunno who.
oppps

us!

heh...
During the 12 'freedom' days,
we had whale of a time doin many things together!
we had movies, dvd sessions, majong, singing, guitar lesson, shoppings, jogging, swimming, roller blading, catching sunrise at ecp along with his ai xin breakfast, falling aslp in the attic and dinner with both of our families.
jus lack of the safari night that he promised me.. sighh :(
i was kinda moody as well during the days too and i dunno why.
jus something bothering me.
sigh.

perhaps is that i dread the day that he's gonna be away again.
but i really keen in meetin my baby everyday.
i couldnt bear to waste anytime doing any other thing else.

i love you sweet.
i'll be there for you.
i promise.

12:11 AM

Monday, September 01, 2008

been working for 3 weeks now.
glad that im workin actually even thou the fact that its a temp job.
well, at least im earning than to stay at home doin nth.

my sis's dog, Kiki (suzu breed), gave birth to five adorable puppies a month ago!
and awkardly, all of them are males!
how unlucky actually.
all brothers, no sisters :(

my sis brought back home for my mom and i for some cheap amusement.
haha... it does the trick well as they made us going craxy for more den an hour.
especially my mom.
her non-stop whining of their cute-ness.
they jus opened their eyes a few days ago.
still very vulnerable and weak.
they cant walk at all, they crawl around or perhaps i shld say try to crawl around (cuz they looked more like mopping the floor with the legs struggling to move up and down)
they are so adorable i must say!!!

they will grow up pretty quickly with time, progressively growing while they are asleep.
so baby and i were making the best time out of it playing with those cuties while they are still helpless.
HWAUHWAHWAH!!!

dont they resemble guinea pigs?
apart that they are more adorable. woot!

my baby and the baby. haha...
the puppy seems rather disturbed by my baby...
somewhat like saying "dont disturb me la..."
so cute right!!! i mean my babyboy.
HAHA!

they are hunger for nipples.
they WILL suck whatever is placed infront of their mouth.
my baby thumb was 'THE NIPPLE" then.
HAHA !!!

my baby is giving him a head massage.
see how much the puppy is enjoying it. =D

its all about 'puppy' love!

NOW IS MY TURN!
=D

heh!
i think i randomly carried out one of them
*EVIL LAUGH - now you are helplessly in between my leg. see how u escape!
=.=

he's a very fortunate pup as he has a meinu to pamper him
and give him full body massage.
ahh... so shiok it must be. ;P

it fell into deep slp la!
so cute.
come on, gimme a high 5! *tap its paws

so cute right!
slping so soundly on comfy dress and legs.
this can be a wallpaper!!... my dress prints are jus simply awesome.

it looks pretty much like a doll eh?
i meant the pup duh.

anyway, im not intending to keep any for myself.
it looks cute and whatsoever.
but it aint the kinda of breed i like.
personally, i preferred much bigger dogs den suzu.
and definately love a slightly more hyper active and obedient one.
like one of Jacob's dog. Nali. :)

here 's Nali!
i know she looks rather big, but she really obedient.
she listens to me even thou im not the owner.
oh.. she's was found on the streets.
hence they named her " na li "
in chinese means "where"
cool eh.

and i dont think i'll have the patience and time needed to rear a dog properly.
maybe when the times come which im more qualify to give the dog all the love it needs,
then i'll consider of getting a dog or a cat for myself.
being a pet owner comes with many responsibility and love
but come to think of it.
im a person that is always out, out and out
how to?
oh wells.
still early to say... do

pets are not the priority for me now... yet or not.
i guess if i want to try out the feeling of owning a pet,
i can always take care of jacob's dog for some trial training
:P

ANYWAY!
i shall end this post with this...

" OH MY! SUCH A BIG HAIRY . . . . ."

HAHA!

1:31 AM