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C h r i s t i n a. Age 21ish. Student. Full time sleeping beauty. Part time graphic designer, gamer and ass kicker literally... LOL.
Always plugged into rock, indie electro, dubstep and pop sometimes. Dating a fat lazy bum bum name Jacob Lim.
Lives on black and soya bean. Learning how to walk on killer heels and you.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Me, Huikee and Marilyn and with a few other frens hit the clubs on last sat. double o and o bar. W O A H. the moment im in there, i felt so alien-ish
jus wasnt the usual feeling like i used to feel. was feelin very much uncomfortable den " YAY!! ITS PARTY TIME" feeling. that night was a total cock-fest full of asscrack army boys or i assume them to be one word : Y A C K major turn off. seriously.
a usual norm lame guy thinks that club is where a infamous place where any guy whether he, himself is cannot make it, ugly or simply jus fcuked up could still easily hook up girls. any girls. W R O N G P E R S P E C T I V E P L E A S E i guess cant blame them cuz they are naturally born to think THAT way. ANY way. WHATEVER way they think its right. likewise they think they own the biggest gun.
imma gonna rant again about boys. yes, Christina havent post her famous "anti-male" species post for a very long time. dont ask me why im diggin this up again, i jus feel like ranting about males/boys after that night. THEY DISGUST ME - referrin to those snobbish male indivdual. ( to guys : if u are unhappy with this post of mine. CONGRATS! you jus self-admitted to be one of those disgusting chauvinist males out there. If not, u wouldnt have anything to be angry at cuz u are not one of them )
hmm.. ASK ME WHY IM SO YEEEEW ABOUT THEM. QUICK! ASK! nvm...
anyway, i did not do anything unfaithful to my dearest baby boy Jacob. is true! this is "ripley's believe it or not" (RANDOM) i miss him like hell can! getting intoxicate with alcohol is definately a wrong decision as it added on more fire to my misery. everytime when some chap or chaps came along and tried to get fresh or make frens with me im get very annoyed. cuz its like DONT U BLOODY HELL GET MY CLEAR CUT HINT THAT I BLOODY HELL WANT YOU TO GO AWAY!!!
firstly, was 2 males one tried to dance with me even thou ive shown no interest. attempted to put his arm on my waist but fail. FAIL!!!!!!!!!! why? cuz i shoved them away when i felt a ini tibsy being touch feeling after awhile, his frens came and ask
"do u mind dancing with us?"
"no, sorry im not interested" straight back to their face.
*continue dancing.
another one sickening boy stick to my suddenly like glue. jus imagine. a paper stick to u and u nv move cuz u very pek chek and jus stare at him. jus imagine. den jab him hard on his chest and stare at him stright to his face and he still dont get it. ARE U STUPID OR BRAINLESS OR U ARE JUS BORN WITH LOW EQ/IQ OR WHAT? so we decided to change place and went a few metres away. HE CAME BACK LIKE A PAPER THAT UNFORTUNATELY GOT STICKED TO U. *roll eyes. so we change place again. and thanks god that there's still some EQ left in that poor stupid guy. he's a pain on my skin. my poor skin. :(
another one while i was waiting for Huikee outside the smoking area. the guy beside me spoke to me with a OMFG act tone!!! in his forceful 'act sexy' low voice "you are not here alone by chance arent you?" i shirked into my pathetic corner and said no + roll eyes and face the darn wall.
another was quite alright. a group of boys they asked one of their female friend to come over and ask us if we wanted to make frens. i said "im not interested" and kept looking at Huikee hoping she would do something. but nth!! Huikee jus stared back to me T_T She still continue to pester us to go over and funny part. even ask me am i malay!?!? ==.== what is it gonna do with race? racist sia they all. tsk. her persuasion continued, which i end up telling her " im sorry but i'm attached" Huikee dont seems interested at all too... except for the snowcap guy cuz she keep whining, calmin that he's cute and want to know him. (very cute meh?!) she went back however came back again after awhile. saying they still wanna know us. im dumbstrucked and jus stared and Huikee. TO MY SURPRISED! huikee dragged me over and said " jus make frens lah"
okay loh.
shake hand. exchange name. woo... can make it one sia. tall and musculer. when we are about to leave for some drinks, one guy named Alan want my number! :s
of course . . . . i give to him not! HAHA...
for what. my heart is filled and overflowing with love. no need more.
after which we club hop to MOS to find Huikee's bro and his fren. both are from Air force. cool right. nt interested.
MOS is as mundane as double o. im so over clubbing period. i wan to go out and run around under the sun.
:(
i friggin miss my baby :(
3 more days!
I WANT MY
JACOB LIM
FANG YAO
NOW!!!
:(((((
10:38 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
had been workin at ERA as personal assistant for the past 3 days
My boss is the Senior Marketing Manager called Mandy
she's young and amazingly pretty. learned quite alot of things in jus 3 days,
hope there will be more ahead. office work is kinda draining for the mind as i sat there, my tailbone starts to pain relapse again.
(my old injuiry due to a fall while roller blading)
Mandy told me that women is prone to have alot of problems more on the pevis area She told me not to sit too long at the same position for too long, advised me to stretch and move around after awhile. she's so nice and caring!
after work, went down to AMK's Fish & Co. for Chi's very belated birthday celebration with her and some of my sec sch frens HAHA! Simin is so funny... i havent seen her for like since sec school. and surprisingly she still recognise and remeber who am i. the first thing she said to me is " haiyo.. you very pretty leh, i cant recognise u" --.-- i dont think i am but thanks anyway! heheh
Chi today dressed up pretty and first time i see her accessorized! She can live by days with or without accessorizes but my case, i will die without them as i'll feel very bare and naked. is like a woman without her bra!
hahaha...
havent been posting up group pictures man... finally!
my face looked swollen at my left side is becuz i'm eating a friggin big sweet which ive placed at the side. Carven looks like she is giving off some sort of radiant aura.
i had alot of fun talking to them even thou we dont really met up at all. it's jus so hilarious joking about almost everything nonsensical. i love this kinda days. :)
P.s: Hope you like the present that i ( and Jacob) gave u
2:46 AM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
WAH LAU
DAMN CUTE
CAN!!!!
remind me of my pudding :(
he's a british guardman
i dont know if he's lazy or scare
7:28 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008
here's my bunch of craxy ass girls from tp hockey. they join the Dove Shower Ok contest.
watch them singing alot silly-ly!!!! so cute... how i wished im still in poly. there are Jasmine Seah (vice cap) , Png Sim Phuy (the handsome) , Lee Jia Zheng, Tay Wei Ying, Grace Tsang Yung Xin (my chiwawa), Candice Ho
its so nice of them to name it TP hockey. :D
please please please help me vote this video please!!! thanks pple!
:)
10:01 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
this may take u quite awhile to get what i meant... omg.. i bet you gonna laugh ya head off when you finally get it.
well lets see...
hmm.. batman poster? what so funny about it? it jus a well done poster with fantastic cg and artwork.
come on... look harder... there's something very very wrong (and funny) about this . .
.
.
.
still dont get it? you sure u dont wanna give it another look carefully?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
still cant figure out what's wrong with the darn poster? .
.
.
.
alright, here's the hint
.
.
.
.
.
.
nth wrong still? .
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
if you were batman... what will u be looking at..
the skyline of the city?
or
the window frame?
i bet you are laughing now. i didnt realised it either until i saw it on some design forum. this is friggin balls funny.
hahaha... and one more think the reflection of him and the cityscape on the floor is like totally wrong.
WAHAHAHA...
joker : why so serious? (that's why all the funny mistakes in here)
2:36 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
Me, Huikee and Marilyn and with a few other frens hit the clubs on last sat. double o and o bar. W O A H. the moment im in there, i felt so alien-ish
jus wasnt the usual feeling like i used to feel. was feelin very much uncomfortable den " YAY!! ITS PARTY TIME" feeling. that night was a total cock-fest full of asscrack army boys or i assume them to be one word : Y A C K major turn off. seriously.
a usual norm lame guy thinks that club is where a infamous place where any guy whether he, himself is cannot make it, ugly or simply jus fcuked up could still easily hook up girls. any girls. W R O N G P E R S P E C T I V E P L E A S E i guess cant blame them cuz they are naturally born to think THAT way. ANY way. WHATEVER way they think its right. likewise they think they own the biggest gun.
imma gonna rant again about boys. yes, Christina havent post her famous "anti-male" species post for a very long time. dont ask me why im diggin this up again, i jus feel like ranting about males/boys after that night. THEY DISGUST ME - referrin to those snobbish male indivdual. ( to guys : if u are unhappy with this post of mine. CONGRATS! you jus self-admitted to be one of those disgusting chauvinist males out there. If not, u wouldnt have anything to be angry at cuz u are not one of them )
hmm.. ASK ME WHY IM SO YEEEEW ABOUT THEM. QUICK! ASK! nvm...
anyway, i did not do anything unfaithful to my dearest baby boy Jacob. is true! this is "ripley's believe it or not" (RANDOM) i miss him like hell can! getting intoxicate with alcohol is definately a wrong decision as it added on more fire to my misery. everytime when some chap or chaps came along and tried to get fresh or make frens with me im get very annoyed. cuz its like DONT U BLOODY HELL GET MY CLEAR CUT HINT THAT I BLOODY HELL WANT YOU TO GO AWAY!!!
firstly, was 2 males one tried to dance with me even thou ive shown no interest. attempted to put his arm on my waist but fail. FAIL!!!!!!!!!! why? cuz i shoved them away when i felt a ini tibsy being touch feeling after awhile, his frens came and ask
"do u mind dancing with us?"
"no, sorry im not interested" straight back to their face.
*continue dancing.
another one sickening boy stick to my suddenly like glue. jus imagine. a paper stick to u and u nv move cuz u very pek chek and jus stare at him. jus imagine. den jab him hard on his chest and stare at him stright to his face and he still dont get it. ARE U STUPID OR BRAINLESS OR U ARE JUS BORN WITH LOW EQ/IQ OR WHAT? so we decided to change place and went a few metres away. HE CAME BACK LIKE A PAPER THAT UNFORTUNATELY GOT STICKED TO U. *roll eyes. so we change place again. and thanks god that there's still some EQ left in that poor stupid guy. he's a pain on my skin. my poor skin. :(
another one while i was waiting for Huikee outside the smoking area. the guy beside me spoke to me with a OMFG act tone!!! in his forceful 'act sexy' low voice "you are not here alone by chance arent you?" i shirked into my pathetic corner and said no + roll eyes and face the darn wall.
another was quite alright. a group of boys they asked one of their female friend to come over and ask us if we wanted to make frens. i said "im not interested" and kept looking at Huikee hoping she would do something. but nth!! Huikee jus stared back to me T_T She still continue to pester us to go over and funny part. even ask me am i malay!?!? ==.== what is it gonna do with race? racist sia they all. tsk. her persuasion continued, which i end up telling her " im sorry but i'm attached" Huikee dont seems interested at all too... except for the snowcap guy cuz she keep whining, calmin that he's cute and want to know him. (very cute meh?!) she went back however came back again after awhile. saying they still wanna know us. im dumbstrucked and jus stared and Huikee. TO MY SURPRISED! huikee dragged me over and said " jus make frens lah"
okay loh.
shake hand. exchange name. woo... can make it one sia. tall and musculer. when we are about to leave for some drinks, one guy named Alan want my number! :s
of course . . . . i give to him not! HAHA...
for what. my heart is filled and overflowing with love. no need more.
after which we club hop to MOS to find Huikee's bro and his fren. both are from Air force. cool right. nt interested.
MOS is as mundane as double o. im so over clubbing period. i wan to go out and run around under the sun.
:(
i friggin miss my baby :(
3 more days!
I WANT MY
JACOB LIM
FANG YAO
NOW!!!
:(((((
10:38 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
had been workin at ERA as personal assistant for the past 3 days
My boss is the Senior Marketing Manager called Mandy
she's young and amazingly pretty. learned quite alot of things in jus 3 days,
hope there will be more ahead. office work is kinda draining for the mind as i sat there, my tailbone starts to pain relapse again.
(my old injuiry due to a fall while roller blading)
Mandy told me that women is prone to have alot of problems more on the pevis area She told me not to sit too long at the same position for too long, advised me to stretch and move around after awhile. she's so nice and caring!
after work, went down to AMK's Fish & Co. for Chi's very belated birthday celebration with her and some of my sec sch frens HAHA! Simin is so funny... i havent seen her for like since sec school. and surprisingly she still recognise and remeber who am i. the first thing she said to me is " haiyo.. you very pretty leh, i cant recognise u" --.-- i dont think i am but thanks anyway! heheh
Chi today dressed up pretty and first time i see her accessorized! She can live by days with or without accessorizes but my case, i will die without them as i'll feel very bare and naked. is like a woman without her bra!
hahaha...
havent been posting up group pictures man... finally!
my face looked swollen at my left side is becuz i'm eating a friggin big sweet which ive placed at the side. Carven looks like she is giving off some sort of radiant aura.
i had alot of fun talking to them even thou we dont really met up at all. it's jus so hilarious joking about almost everything nonsensical. i love this kinda days. :)
P.s: Hope you like the present that i ( and Jacob) gave u
2:46 AM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
WAH LAU
DAMN CUTE
CAN!!!!
remind me of my pudding :(
he's a british guardman
i dont know if he's lazy or scare
7:28 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008
here's my bunch of craxy ass girls from tp hockey. they join the Dove Shower Ok contest.
watch them singing alot silly-ly!!!! so cute... how i wished im still in poly. there are Jasmine Seah (vice cap) , Png Sim Phuy (the handsome) , Lee Jia Zheng, Tay Wei Ying, Grace Tsang Yung Xin (my chiwawa), Candice Ho
its so nice of them to name it TP hockey. :D
please please please help me vote this video please!!! thanks pple!
:)
10:01 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
this may take u quite awhile to get what i meant... omg.. i bet you gonna laugh ya head off when you finally get it.
well lets see...
hmm.. batman poster? what so funny about it? it jus a well done poster with fantastic cg and artwork.
come on... look harder... there's something very very wrong (and funny) about this . .
.
.
.
still dont get it? you sure u dont wanna give it another look carefully?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
still cant figure out what's wrong with the darn poster? .
.
.
.
alright, here's the hint
.
.
.
.
.
.
nth wrong still? .
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
if you were batman... what will u be looking at..
the skyline of the city?
or
the window frame?
i bet you are laughing now. i didnt realised it either until i saw it on some design forum. this is friggin balls funny.
hahaha... and one more think the reflection of him and the cityscape on the floor is like totally wrong.
WAHAHAHA...
joker : why so serious? (that's why all the funny mistakes in here)
2:36 AM
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my face looked swollen at my left side is becuz i'm eating a friggin big sweet which ive placed at the side. Carven looks like she is giving off some sort of radiant aura.
