C h r i s t i n a.
Age 21ish. Student. Full time sleeping beauty. Part time graphic designer, gamer and ass kicker literally... LOL.
Always plugged into rock, indie electro, dubstep and pop sometimes. Dating a fat lazy bum bum name Jacob Lim.
Lives on black and soya bean. Learning how to walk on killer heels and you.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
wad a hectic week i just been through.
been slping less than 4-3 hrs almost everyday.
rushing projects every now and then.
Expressive illustration is getting me becoming a dead organism walking.
pop up book is a killer!!!!!!!!!
anywy, today 3rd of August is Chichi birthday!
happy 19th birthday my sweetie!
may all ya wishes come true aite.
life's gonna be a little rough but i bet it's gonna be better, jus hang on.
well... so fast we are all 19th already.
man. we gonna hit the number 2 digit next year.
I DREAD THAT !
why isnt life a neverland ?
why isnt life a happy story like in the children books ?
why isnt life is as liberal like the statue of liberty ?
why isnt life as calm as the bottom of the sea ?
why isnt life as humble as the trees in the forest ?
and why am i asking so much?
oh well, life's lotsa whys and after the whys, there no answers to it.
its jus mystery of whys.
why?
haha...
eh, let's get back.
i didnt attend Chi's birthday celebration.
so sorry babe. hope u are not mad at me.
i didnt go because i really really wan to go baybeats.
i missed it for the past 2 years and i dun wanna miss it this year.
hope u understand. Music and gigs is my second life.
i went along w my poly frens.
woohooo...
so many pple.
There are me, ping, eulisa, amelia, meiyen, sam, jon, mark, luke, hongwen, justin, qihao and more! others like stancy, Justin Ong, andrew, kim , chai and ben also ther but nv really hang out. jus slack ard while w them.
nv been out with so my poly mates before. awesome.
eversince im single, i mingle well w almost everyone.
during the concert, everyone is standing, i felt tt theres no kick jus standing behind watching.
i really wanna mosh w the music.
so me and meiyen went to join in the hype infront.
it stinks inside man, the stench of gruesome sweat of guys. some would even rub past u.
how gross it that.
well. many local bands were there. they played vry well.
i didnt get any merchandise from there thou. too busy enjoying.
anywy, i went moshing.
last song of the day so we decided to join in the chaos.
we got pushed into the bloddy shit of mess by someone behind us.
u cant imagine wad we are doin.
jumping around, pushing people, get pushed, flying around like a dummy doll.
man. it was a totall madness.
alas, and i couldnt balance and fall onto the ground head landing first hard,
Meiyen fell too, she landed on me.
all happen so quick.
the weight on me esp on my head was really unbearable.
down there it felt like i was trapped in debris of collasp building.
jus helplessly lying there, i couldnt move but i can see the legs of pple still smoshing.
i was hopin it was a dream down there.
so scary at tt instance, i felt so numbed and traumatised.
then, the next moment i was floating out. Security guard saved us.
thank god.
it took me a few seconds to get back to reality.
the bang gave me a new 2 bumps on my head.
fuck it.
however, moshing is really fun.
no wonder guys enjoyed it so much.
but it really dangerous and there's so much pple body surfing, throwing of stuff, and rough gustures.
not raelly for girls but hack.
hahaha.
anwy, after which we walk ard town. IN CIRCLES.
thanks to sam.
blind leading the blind.
hahaha... wen to lau pa sa to eat. talk sooo much cock there.
in school although we got crap, but not as much as tt day n w so many pple.
hoho.
so fun.
nv been so crazy for a long time.
:)
oh wells, so many things still go on.
this afternoon i woke up. and i wan to feed my hamster.
to my dismay, i wanna wake my fav hamster up.
'Pudding' looks asleep but he wasnt.
he passed away.
:( its all my fault i think.
i miss it so much now. i love it so much.
it was a birthday present for my birthday from my ex-bf ben.
now it is gone.
i miss it's big round black eyes.
:(
hope it's doin well in the netherworld.
in the memory of my cute pudding.
2006 - 2007.
may u rest in peace.
6:17 PM
