C h r i s t i n a.
Age 21ish. Student. Full time sleeping beauty. Part time graphic designer, gamer and ass kicker literally... LOL.
Always plugged into rock, indie electro, dubstep and pop sometimes. Dating a fat lazy bum bum name Jacob Lim.
Lives on black and soya bean. Learning how to walk on killer heels and you.
Friday, August 24, 2007
currently, m in school now. Rotting literally.
well, im suppose to come school for landscape imaging lessons.
However i woke up late, hence late for classs, so i ended up not going to class but hung out in school instead.
man... im waiting for loga now.
he's having paper at 7pm. im meetin him at 745pm, after which we'll head down to east coast chalet for jamie's celebration. wahahaha. her's birthday on 26th ya.
Happy birthday Captain Jamie!
wahahaha. later meet loga also dunno wad ill be able to say to him sia.
he quite adorable. XD later i tongue tied again.
hmm, Anywy bad new, im living witout a phone now which is really starting to piss me off.
i cant contact pple and pple cant contact me.
arghs.
and Stacy was like saying she pity me and if it was her, she doubt she can even last half of the day.
and this is like wad ? the 3rd day or 4th day for me?
im still surviving, but in fact struggling.
a cellphone seems have become an essential need in the mordern socialty, without it. You seems to be seculded away from the world and left aside. wahahaha. shithole.
i dunno how long m i abe to last however, i think by Sat im dying le.
bahs. Anywy, Chris told he's sad after bringin and showing the guy im currently im crazy over. hahaha.
well. its my bad to hurt u, im jus too blown away at times when it comes to talk about guys im infuated about.
.. damn, now's 645. and ive another hour to go. ARGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm.. i wanna watch dead slience. chris asked me to watch with him however, i wanna watch with him instead.
XD
6:33 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
my cell phone is being confiscated.
like wad the hell.
im 19 and this happened to me in this era.
fuck it.
i think ill jus gonna live on the days like no technology attached.
wahahaha. i hope i survive.
anywy, wonderin why this happened to me ?
cuz i went slacking with Chris, Ting and John.
Chris ? yea. Chris. hahahaha.
so funny when they call one of us and both of us react.
Reminded me of the time i spent in SIP period in Avantgarden whereby one of my boss is called Chris as well.
Anyway, initaially was me amd Chris's, we went to East Coast and eat ice kachang. Lamemo, cuz both of us had eaten. Nothing to do and went to ting's hood and find her.
Curise around for awhile and picked up another guy called John.
wanna play majong actually but ended up slacking and talking at Chris's block downstair playground.
He said i resemble the channel 8, 9pm show actress Wenwei- Rui en.
As my character kinda in sync with hers.
blah. and he said he wanna be picasso.
-.-
yea u can be cuz im not wenwei. hahaha.
anywy i hanged out in Hougang will 4- 5 am plus.
and he drove me home.
went home and after awhile, my mom nag and tt's how my hp is kidnapped away from me.
bahs.
kinda having difficulties.
cant contact him.
hais... he ask me how come nv reply me den i told him why.
damn. i miss him more and more.
fuck it.
8:55 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
i hate to say this.
but i miss him alot today.
-a discreet silence burning within me
1:45 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
YES HYA CHI CHI.
yes yes, alrigh, ill update...
finally ive ended all the modules for my this block.
i like the new project ive done for expressive illustration which is a pop up book.
in order to complete that project, ive been through many late nights and less then 3 hrs sleep every single day.
i have bcome the china's treasurem in order words panda.
...
...
...
cannot la, cant take it anymore.
i vry sleepy. cannot update now.
sorry. hahaha!
anywy, hack those dreams yo baby.
dream of me!
:)
3:24 AM
Friday, August 10, 2007
hola pple.
i hanged out w my hockey mates on national day, first time not hanging out w my girlies and usual guys. all seems preoccupied. :( oh well...
we didn catch the all the commotion about singapore, we jus practically live out our own world.
hahaha.
well, caught some movies on the big screen in capitol where Christine's church office is.
movies like... eh.. forgot the name but it's damn violent movie where "fuck" is include in every sentences of the americans, and not forgetting devil wears prada.
Well it look like some lounge there as there were drums, guitars, bass, and pianos, cushions... etc
dang relax place to hang out.
fool for awhile and after which we head down to suntec and ate in pizza hut.
well, we missed the bloodie fireworks but who cares anyway.
it sucks big time this year.
oh well... anywy, we are def fooling ard in pizza hut.
u cant imagine wad kinda commotion we created there.
bombarding the place w nonsense and noise.
Max with his torned $10 magic trick, me with the lame vibes jokes on Jojo and Jere, Karmila and her 'hiding' pple phone trick, Jamie and Mel teases, and more.
hahaha.
i bet the pple ard us are quite pissed off, but neither of us really bother.
heh. today there were like 20 pple, good enough to form a hockey team.
duh, we are already a hockey team but jus tt there guys and girls.
heh. so fun today again. like another fun day.
it is so my time to enjoy today after so many late nights.
im rewarded. tml gonna be another reward for me.
hahaha. imma gonna clubbing yo, and all my frens are gonne bounce there as well.
wooha.
singlehood have nv been so lasting and wonderful.
kudos to my life.
i loveee it.
well, back to my day, after we finish whatever in pizza hut, we walked back to capitol and havoc again.
played stupid card games, seeing guys using eh... HUGE PLASTIC bottles to slap guys' ass as forfeit, playing drum, jokes and ya.
Loga is damn cute although he's an indian. i think he is the far most cutest indian ive ever seen.
anywy, Jia chen dad fetch us home. and wa la.
i took some pic but im too lazy to post here. haah. maybe other time. :)
i wasnt back home yet, i was hanging out w my mom and her fren downstairs.
bored and boring. Alan msg me and i replied late as my hp is in my bag.
darn!
well... hahaha. nvm.
gonna meet him tml somehow.
well pple, off i go then.
so long! :)
4:49 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
wad a hectic week i just been through.
been slping less than 4-3 hrs almost everyday.
rushing projects every now and then.
Expressive illustration is getting me becoming a dead organism walking.
pop up book is a killer!!!!!!!!!
anywy, today 3rd of August is Chichi birthday!
happy 19th birthday my sweetie!
may all ya wishes come true aite.
life's gonna be a little rough but i bet it's gonna be better, jus hang on.
well... so fast we are all 19th already.
man. we gonna hit the number 2 digit next year.
I DREAD THAT !
why isnt life a neverland ?
why isnt life a happy story like in the children books ?
why isnt life is as liberal like the statue of liberty ?
why isnt life as calm as the bottom of the sea ?
why isnt life as humble as the trees in the forest ?
and why am i asking so much?
oh well, life's lotsa whys and after the whys, there no answers to it.
its jus mystery of whys.
why?
haha...
eh, let's get back.
i didnt attend Chi's birthday celebration.
so sorry babe. hope u are not mad at me.
i didnt go because i really really wan to go baybeats.
i missed it for the past 2 years and i dun wanna miss it this year.
hope u understand. Music and gigs is my second life.
i went along w my poly frens.
woohooo...
so many pple.
There are me, ping, eulisa, amelia, meiyen, sam, jon, mark, luke, hongwen, justin, qihao and more! others like stancy, Justin Ong, andrew, kim , chai and ben also ther but nv really hang out. jus slack ard while w them.
nv been out with so my poly mates before. awesome.
eversince im single, i mingle well w almost everyone.
during the concert, everyone is standing, i felt tt theres no kick jus standing behind watching.
i really wanna mosh w the music.
so me and meiyen went to join in the hype infront.
it stinks inside man, the stench of gruesome sweat of guys. some would even rub past u.
how gross it that.
well. many local bands were there. they played vry well.
i didnt get any merchandise from there thou. too busy enjoying.
anywy, i went moshing.
last song of the day so we decided to join in the chaos.
we got pushed into the bloddy shit of mess by someone behind us.
u cant imagine wad we are doin.
jumping around, pushing people, get pushed, flying around like a dummy doll.
man. it was a totall madness.
alas, and i couldnt balance and fall onto the ground head landing first hard,
Meiyen fell too, she landed on me.
all happen so quick.
the weight on me esp on my head was really unbearable.
down there it felt like i was trapped in debris of collasp building.
jus helplessly lying there, i couldnt move but i can see the legs of pple still smoshing.
i was hopin it was a dream down there.
so scary at tt instance, i felt so numbed and traumatised.
then, the next moment i was floating out. Security guard saved us.
thank god.
it took me a few seconds to get back to reality.
the bang gave me a new 2 bumps on my head.
fuck it.
however, moshing is really fun.
no wonder guys enjoyed it so much.
but it really dangerous and there's so much pple body surfing, throwing of stuff, and rough gustures.
not raelly for girls but hack.
hahaha.
anwy, after which we walk ard town. IN CIRCLES.
thanks to sam.
blind leading the blind.
hahaha... wen to lau pa sa to eat. talk sooo much cock there.
in school although we got crap, but not as much as tt day n w so many pple.
hoho.
so fun.
nv been so crazy for a long time.
:)
oh wells, so many things still go on.
this afternoon i woke up. and i wan to feed my hamster.
to my dismay, i wanna wake my fav hamster up.
'Pudding' looks asleep but he wasnt.
he passed away.
:( its all my fault i think.
i miss it so much now. i love it so much.
it was a birthday present for my birthday from my ex-bf ben.
now it is gone.
i miss it's big round black eyes.
:(
hope it's doin well in the netherworld.
in the memory of my cute pudding.
2006 - 2007.
may u rest in peace.
6:17 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
currently, m in school now. Rotting literally.
well, im suppose to come school for landscape imaging lessons.
However i woke up late, hence late for classs, so i ended up not going to class but hung out in school instead.
man... im waiting for loga now.
he's having paper at 7pm. im meetin him at 745pm, after which we'll head down to east coast chalet for jamie's celebration. wahahaha. her's birthday on 26th ya.
Happy birthday Captain Jamie!
wahahaha. later meet loga also dunno wad ill be able to say to him sia.
he quite adorable. XD later i tongue tied again.
hmm, Anywy bad new, im living witout a phone now which is really starting to piss me off.
i cant contact pple and pple cant contact me.
arghs.
and Stacy was like saying she pity me and if it was her, she doubt she can even last half of the day.
and this is like wad ? the 3rd day or 4th day for me?
im still surviving, but in fact struggling.
a cellphone seems have become an essential need in the mordern socialty, without it. You seems to be seculded away from the world and left aside. wahahaha. shithole.
i dunno how long m i abe to last however, i think by Sat im dying le.
bahs. Anywy, Chris told he's sad after bringin and showing the guy im currently im crazy over. hahaha.
well. its my bad to hurt u, im jus too blown away at times when it comes to talk about guys im infuated about.
.. damn, now's 645. and ive another hour to go. ARGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm.. i wanna watch dead slience. chris asked me to watch with him however, i wanna watch with him instead.
XD
6:33 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
my cell phone is being confiscated.
like wad the hell.
im 19 and this happened to me in this era.
fuck it.
i think ill jus gonna live on the days like no technology attached.
wahahaha. i hope i survive.
anywy, wonderin why this happened to me ?
cuz i went slacking with Chris, Ting and John.
Chris ? yea. Chris. hahahaha.
so funny when they call one of us and both of us react.
Reminded me of the time i spent in SIP period in Avantgarden whereby one of my boss is called Chris as well.
Anyway, initaially was me amd Chris's, we went to East Coast and eat ice kachang. Lamemo, cuz both of us had eaten. Nothing to do and went to ting's hood and find her.
Curise around for awhile and picked up another guy called John.
wanna play majong actually but ended up slacking and talking at Chris's block downstair playground.
He said i resemble the channel 8, 9pm show actress Wenwei- Rui en.
As my character kinda in sync with hers.
blah. and he said he wanna be picasso.
-.-
yea u can be cuz im not wenwei. hahaha.
anywy i hanged out in Hougang will 4- 5 am plus.
and he drove me home.
went home and after awhile, my mom nag and tt's how my hp is kidnapped away from me.
bahs.
kinda having difficulties.
cant contact him.
hais... he ask me how come nv reply me den i told him why.
damn. i miss him more and more.
fuck it.
8:55 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
i hate to say this.
but i miss him alot today.
-a discreet silence burning within me
1:45 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
YES HYA CHI CHI.
yes yes, alrigh, ill update...
finally ive ended all the modules for my this block.
i like the new project ive done for expressive illustration which is a pop up book.
in order to complete that project, ive been through many late nights and less then 3 hrs sleep every single day.
i have bcome the china's treasurem in order words panda.
...
...
...
cannot la, cant take it anymore.
i vry sleepy. cannot update now.
sorry. hahaha!
anywy, hack those dreams yo baby.
dream of me!
:)
3:24 AM
Friday, August 10, 2007
hola pple.
i hanged out w my hockey mates on national day, first time not hanging out w my girlies and usual guys. all seems preoccupied. :( oh well...
we didn catch the all the commotion about singapore, we jus practically live out our own world.
hahaha.
well, caught some movies on the big screen in capitol where Christine's church office is.
movies like... eh.. forgot the name but it's damn violent movie where "fuck" is include in every sentences of the americans, and not forgetting devil wears prada.
Well it look like some lounge there as there were drums, guitars, bass, and pianos, cushions... etc
dang relax place to hang out.
fool for awhile and after which we head down to suntec and ate in pizza hut.
well, we missed the bloodie fireworks but who cares anyway.
it sucks big time this year.
oh well... anywy, we are def fooling ard in pizza hut.
u cant imagine wad kinda commotion we created there.
bombarding the place w nonsense and noise.
Max with his torned $10 magic trick, me with the lame vibes jokes on Jojo and Jere, Karmila and her 'hiding' pple phone trick, Jamie and Mel teases, and more.
hahaha.
i bet the pple ard us are quite pissed off, but neither of us really bother.
heh. today there were like 20 pple, good enough to form a hockey team.
duh, we are already a hockey team but jus tt there guys and girls.
heh. so fun today again. like another fun day.
it is so my time to enjoy today after so many late nights.
im rewarded. tml gonna be another reward for me.
hahaha. imma gonna clubbing yo, and all my frens are gonne bounce there as well.
wooha.
singlehood have nv been so lasting and wonderful.
kudos to my life.
i loveee it.
well, back to my day, after we finish whatever in pizza hut, we walked back to capitol and havoc again.
played stupid card games, seeing guys using eh... HUGE PLASTIC bottles to slap guys' ass as forfeit, playing drum, jokes and ya.
Loga is damn cute although he's an indian. i think he is the far most cutest indian ive ever seen.
anywy, Jia chen dad fetch us home. and wa la.
i took some pic but im too lazy to post here. haah. maybe other time. :)
i wasnt back home yet, i was hanging out w my mom and her fren downstairs.
bored and boring. Alan msg me and i replied late as my hp is in my bag.
darn!
well... hahaha. nvm.
gonna meet him tml somehow.
well pple, off i go then.
so long! :)
4:49 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
wad a hectic week i just been through.
been slping less than 4-3 hrs almost everyday.
rushing projects every now and then.
Expressive illustration is getting me becoming a dead organism walking.
pop up book is a killer!!!!!!!!!
anywy, today 3rd of August is Chichi birthday!
happy 19th birthday my sweetie!
may all ya wishes come true aite.
life's gonna be a little rough but i bet it's gonna be better, jus hang on.
well... so fast we are all 19th already.
man. we gonna hit the number 2 digit next year.
I DREAD THAT !
why isnt life a neverland ?
why isnt life a happy story like in the children books ?
why isnt life is as liberal like the statue of liberty ?
why isnt life as calm as the bottom of the sea ?
why isnt life as humble as the trees in the forest ?
and why am i asking so much?
oh well, life's lotsa whys and after the whys, there no answers to it.
its jus mystery of whys.
why?
haha...
eh, let's get back.
i didnt attend Chi's birthday celebration.
so sorry babe. hope u are not mad at me.
i didnt go because i really really wan to go baybeats.
i missed it for the past 2 years and i dun wanna miss it this year.
hope u understand. Music and gigs is my second life.
i went along w my poly frens.
woohooo...
so many pple.
There are me, ping, eulisa, amelia, meiyen, sam, jon, mark, luke, hongwen, justin, qihao and more! others like stancy, Justin Ong, andrew, kim , chai and ben also ther but nv really hang out. jus slack ard while w them.
nv been out with so my poly mates before. awesome.
eversince im single, i mingle well w almost everyone.
during the concert, everyone is standing, i felt tt theres no kick jus standing behind watching.
i really wanna mosh w the music.
so me and meiyen went to join in the hype infront.
it stinks inside man, the stench of gruesome sweat of guys. some would even rub past u.
how gross it that.
well. many local bands were there. they played vry well.
i didnt get any merchandise from there thou. too busy enjoying.
anywy, i went moshing.
last song of the day so we decided to join in the chaos.
we got pushed into the bloddy shit of mess by someone behind us.
u cant imagine wad we are doin.
jumping around, pushing people, get pushed, flying around like a dummy doll.
man. it was a totall madness.
alas, and i couldnt balance and fall onto the ground head landing first hard,
Meiyen fell too, she landed on me.
all happen so quick.
the weight on me esp on my head was really unbearable.
down there it felt like i was trapped in debris of collasp building.
jus helplessly lying there, i couldnt move but i can see the legs of pple still smoshing.
i was hopin it was a dream down there.
so scary at tt instance, i felt so numbed and traumatised.
then, the next moment i was floating out. Security guard saved us.
thank god.
it took me a few seconds to get back to reality.
the bang gave me a new 2 bumps on my head.
fuck it.
however, moshing is really fun.
no wonder guys enjoyed it so much.
but it really dangerous and there's so much pple body surfing, throwing of stuff, and rough gustures.
not raelly for girls but hack.
hahaha.
anwy, after which we walk ard town. IN CIRCLES.
thanks to sam.
blind leading the blind.
hahaha... wen to lau pa sa to eat. talk sooo much cock there.
in school although we got crap, but not as much as tt day n w so many pple.
hoho.
so fun.
nv been so crazy for a long time.
:)
oh wells, so many things still go on.
this afternoon i woke up. and i wan to feed my hamster.
to my dismay, i wanna wake my fav hamster up.
'Pudding' looks asleep but he wasnt.
he passed away.
:( its all my fault i think.
i miss it so much now. i love it so much.
it was a birthday present for my birthday from my ex-bf ben.
now it is gone.
i miss it's big round black eyes.
:(
hope it's doin well in the netherworld.
in the memory of my cute pudding.
2006 - 2007.
may u rest in peace.
6:17 PM
