HER HONORABLE SUICIDE NOTES.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Well well well!
back here, ive been busy with school work as usual.
furthermore one more hobby getting into me.
Clubbing... !!!
phuture, phuture, phuture and mos.
im so becoming a total clubber now. (oh no....! this is bad)
Well, maybe because i think i feel empty in me and school work stress level is pretty high.
Hence, i got myself intoxicated by clubbing the pain away.
it works pretty well.

Saw a number of same pple in clubs.
Mark Lim, he's always there.
Don Poh, OH GREAT, he dun recognise me and till YingQi told him im Christina. haha..
Ying Qi and.. shit.. forgotten her name. XD
Matthew and few other pple. oh wells,
phuture is my second playground now.
life jus seems so boring.

gotto know some guy there.
Initially, i feel that he's just charmless and unimpressive.
Jus another average guy trying to get fresh w the girls like its forever.
After a long while, i find him pretty becoming.
i didnt dance with him thou. wad for!
jus mingle around getting the party started.
when the lights got back and we have to leave.
his fren got my number instead.
and the next day i got HIS msg.
he's actaully pretty adorable.
hahahah.
but im in trouble.
bad love trouble or triangle is the right term.
he got a gf!!! :(
i have to back off now, although i heard him and her aint going so well.
Being 3rd party is a nono for me.
well, victim of love again. wad can i do.
:(

and btw...
MOS SUCKS!
damn, it sucks outta my soul tt i have left.
the bar is slow and corked up.
the crowd there is CMI and the song there is zzz.
i practically on my Sleep Mode on the dance floor.
i'll nv go there again!
it sucks more than it was!

la la la...........
umbrella a-la -a-la.
woot.

6:18 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Live ● ● ● ▬ ▬ ▬ ● ● ● Earth !!

7.7.07

Woohoo....!!
anywy, i slept most of my day away today!
wth, so many people called my handphone and even my house phone,
yet i'm still sleeping like a log in my bed.
GOD. am i that tired ?

anywy, baahs! so called wasted my day... slping.
After knowing tt it's 5.
I hurried, get changed and went out!
i wanna catch the gig man.
Oh well, but it ended with sucha disappointment.
Singapore aint tt high for such gigs yo.
Town today was kinda rockin as there's like cosplyers walking ard.
and not forgetting,
seeing people wearing green!
woohoo.
i wore GREEN too.

The SO CALLED GIG.
wth... fuck la, i was being tricked.

mf.....

Whatsoever... but...

Be part of the movement and support live earth!
SOS.
save our soul, save our planet!

Me, chi and Hanchuan hanged out in town.
later joined by Faisal and we are
self "high" at the Ps there watchin Live Earth telecast
well, it's down and boo.
However we enjoyed oursleves even thou.
We fooled, we grooved, we sang, we joked, we laughed, we took photos, we siao-ed and more!
Today was not as bored as i thought it was.
and STUPID FAISAL!
he forgotten to bring the helmet, if not i can hanged out late and he could ride me home.
basket.
hahaha....

Anway, dont just wear green, but please help to save earth.
When u leave ya com screen on but not using. OFF it.
Recycle a can, it could helps to regenerate electricity for tv to operate 3 hrs.
if each of us recycle ya trash 10%. We save reduce our rubbish in... (forgot). haha.

and CYCLE!

just...

A N S W E R T H E C A L L

WE WORE GREEN
being supportive to live earth and helping mother earth as well!

Oh well, if they are wearing green too.
This picture gonna be perfect!

I think we are the only one tt hyper there. MAYBE.
=D

I CAUGHT CHESTER SCREAMING!
MY GOD!
LP ROCKS!

that's all folk!
im still watching live earth... in the comfort of my home!

3:34 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

today school was boring as its just consultation.
Ferdi commented that my photos are arty and can be used, and if needed,extra photoraphy shoots are needed.
Aww man, and we are practically given less den 2 days to do our final advertisement.
man, Ferdi is really limitating our time and pushing us.

Anywy, right after school i headed to bishan and met up Kelvin the playboy again.
We had agreed to come back today to play vortex again.
Met up Yong Kiang today, gosh, he look different totally.
Back then, he was tall and bonnie.
Now, he is damn built up.
from no cup to A cup size chest. wuuhuhahuahuha...
Can match up with Huikee's sia. XD

Me and Chi take on the Vortex again, this time with Kelvin.
He's sucha boster at times, cant stand him.
The first spinning direction is kinda scary, cause our seat spins another roundings while in 360 spinning.
Still dont get it ?
Here's is a vid of it, it's taken by some other pple.
i'll just use this as example.

I ♥
Vortex

After the rides, Chi havta go as she's watching Movie w Yong Kiang at AMK hub, and i'm left w Kelvin. We wanted to watch movie together too and is his treat!
However, the cinema is friggin packed.
like barcodes.
hahaha...

hence, we went home.
i miss bun badly, dont not why.
So we met up later in tpy.
well, i couldnt resist giving hug.
so ya.
after so long we finally met again, and he looked so untaken care of.
Worned out, with newly brown dyed hair, darken tanned skinned, dirt finger nails, poor face conditions and dont forget, he beginning to be spendthrift.
Well, if only love found us back, he wont be like this.
aaaah! why should i care abt him anywy!
we are already gone.
sad. but true.
i think im getting to be love deprived of something. nutcase.
And he can felt tt tt i still love him lots, so he asked me why.
and i'm like " ? ? ? ? ? "
huh wad? wad do u wan me to reply ?
i love u because i love u ?
love got no reasons can.
Actually in fact, i also asked myself why. -. -
stupid cupid's bow still stubbornly stucked in me.

Got home after 12.
no mood for work.
chatted with frens and tease You Quan again.
hahaha...
He's my "baby", not.
eeeeeee.

If you are wondering why i called him baby. Read his sub-nick.
hoho!
im teasing to please myself!

1:49 AM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

i was suppose to rush down to artfriend at town ard 1030, but unfortunatly i slept at 5 ytd so couldnt wake up on time. (like usual)

After which , i scurried off to artfriend with Cheryl to buy my stuff for the photoshoot project. Meanwhile we also took a little time off shopping too.
XD

After gathering all the stuff i needed, i hurried back to have my shoot.
Miao came to be my model ( 2 thumbs up )
Actually, i suppose to run the MILK marathon today, however, because of this bloody project, i have to forsaken it.
And Chi Chi ended up running with her sis.
man, i missed it all. arse.
SO SORRY CHI CHI!
i didnt meant to left u running 'alone'
:(

i heard something abt him again.
well, this time wadeva i heard sucked up.
and im hell not in the mood.
i feel like clubbing now.
and dance my sorrow away.
feeling tired and smoked relieve me from thinking about tt slut snatching away my love.
it is happening to me again.
and i hate it.
please,
Would you have the guts to say " "I don't love you, Like I loved you yesterday"
E n d m y t o r m e n t - my inside are turning ash

bitch! you'll burn and hell with u.

Fuck it.
my life is a shithole.

Sometimes, i asked myself why did this happened?
Am i the cause of this?
i know my temper sucks, i've learned and I'm trying to control it now.
everybody have their flaws.
dont pushed me away because of this.
sometimes, i dont wan this to ended in pieces.
Who dont hope for a "happily ever after" ending?

This is for you my love one, then.

Anyway, Kelvin met up me again, and i know tt he's a playboy.
Aaint my kind for me to mingle with, hence im kinda nasty to him.
It is also kinda weirdsome for him to find me.
He's bun's good fren and he resembles bun too.
i cant stand looking at him sometimes.

Well, back to photoshoot.
MUCH GRATITUDE AND GRATEFULNESS TO:

CHERYL GAN - thanks for u giving ideas and helping me in all the sei kang.
HENG XIN MIAO - you are wonderful model!

If wouldn't for you guys, my photoshoot wouldnt be so fun and successful.
i love u guys!
Here are some of the photos we took after i finish my project photoshoot.

scary aint it :S

look like somewhat a mask party.
weeeeeet~

crazy again

Incredible tales! we caught a ghost wandering above us!
AHHHH!!!!

( i make a great spirit XD )

10:38 PM