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Sunday, October 15, 2006

ARGHS.

nothing can describe wad i m feeling now other then this.

A R G H S !!!!!
my internet is down again.
it went for a short holiday down the line of connection islands.
or prolly it's lost or kidnapped.
you dun understand?
i simply meant that i didn pay my internet bills. jeesh.
as always man. anyhow, i'll have it back the nxt month when sch reopens.
gonna pay den.
i cant live without a line in my com, if it reali dont come back.
i guess i'll just die. And at this very moment. i m actualli blogging in Ben's house.
havta rush this and that and there's no internet!
so how m i gonna send my work to my client?
so that's y i came here.
was quite carried away from work, and was browsing thru webs again. fyi, i m actuualy addicted to clicking the mouse so eventually clicked to here. hahaha..

i have to make some amendments in my poster design for Quality Hotel Singapore Dinner and Dance and the invitation card too. arghs. have been slping early in the morning instead of the usual normal pple timing.
i think god mayb shld made me an owl instead.
and not forget to make ben into one too. XD

i guess i reali need slp.
today i was busy working at cool deck Sentosa.
the 2nd time working there, got a hang of the busy work there.
i kinda like working there, the pple there are so... funnie.
Joo was so afraid today as she doesnt like to take orders.
likewise like in our primary sch days.
she always shed from horrors behind me.
aint it cute. i m like her sista.
But the weird thing is that she bigger size then me yet always hid behind me.
Got used to it or maybe i shld say, thats the ways we are :)
seeing her always makes me happy.
she's my sunshine i guess. likewise to Cheryl.
these are my reali best frens i ever have in my life.
it's like, they will nv left me out eventhough we didn contact for the past few days, weeks or even months. Our hearts is always still strongly connected.
hate to say this.
but i love them! reali !

last Thurs went clubbing at MOS.
it's the tietiary fling party.
weeeet. with Audrey and though the cool deck peeps are going.
but in the end none were coming. arghs.
while Q-ing, bumped into that stupid Hongwen, saying "wah, here also can see ghost"
he's referring to me!
you you you !!!!!!!!!!! :S stupid BABOON
but anyhow, Ben was with me too.
got into a reali reali reali freaking big fight with him in the club.
but with a little help from Audrey, we got back.
if it's not for her, i guess we will be fighting for more that THAT.
thanks babe.
saw Naomi in the club, my hockey teamate. didn talk to her much.
she seems so cold tt day. so i was like "okay" ?
it's kinda fun there. didn danced so much for a long time.
we supposingly will nt be spenting any monay in that club, entry was free cuz Audrey got the fling's student tickets. thnks again. But i was so stupid. im thirsty so i ask ben to order coke, but the bar gave us vodka coke instead. ( i know its stupid to order soft drinks, but i jus dun like alcohol, cant stand the taste or perhaps i dun appreciate, haa)
and guess wad?
ITS A FRIGGIN $10.50 for that bloodie small cup.
-.- those nasty monay blood suckers =X
the crowd aint tt happening as compared to my 1st clubbing night in ChinaBlack.
but there sure have cool people, not forgetting the BABOPS
:S wad they wear jus makes u feel like you are in a strip club or something lidat. ( but they are reali beautiful and of course they are permanately DI haha.)
after clubbing went to eat mac's and saw Alex and some design pple.
Alex said hi, quite surprise to see him.
hahaha... didn know he tt kinda guy clubs. :X
After so much dancing in that womanly shoe
my poor small pathetic toes hurts, both of them!
bearly can walk, so i got Ben to piggyback me all the way.
To the toilet, back to the bus- stop and back to another further bus- stop.
he's so sweet!!!!!!!!! i dun even care if pple does stare at us or wadeva.
i dun give a damn. i'll say this one more, i dun give your mother a damn.
ooops...
last time i got Ben to pushed me in a grocery trolley from toapayoh centre to my hse, cuz i m tired to walk.
sounded like i m a bad girlfren. but i do treat him well just tt nobody knows.
waited for the first bus home and slept!!!!

hahaha... now its 5am and i'm still busy.
and tt stupid bun is already in la la land of him behind me.
and geesh!!!! he sleep talks, how scary is that.
poor me. still have to rush my work.
off i go.
bye blogger!
and u too!

4:27 AM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

4:27 AM